It's been about a week since my last treatment. Side effects are a little more, not much, still manageable easily. Had an episode last night, knew what was going on around me but mentally was somewhat disaccociated. Second time this has happened. Carolyn and I talked about it this morning and realized that the last time it happened was about a week (the Sat after) chemo, and we think this could be the Chemo brain they talk about. Going to talk to Dr. about it at next appointment. Now that we have an idea what is going on it isn't as scary.
I really need to thank my support system during all this. My sister and brother in law Tim and Terri, my sister Marita, and most importantly my son Kevin and my wife Carolyn. There support is what gets me through.
Especially Carolyn, her love and strength keeps me going. There are times when I am tired and scared (yes people, I do feel fear sometimes) he love and strength keeps me going. I know this is hard on her but she just keeps going and helps me. I don't know what I would do without her. I do know I couldn't do this. I don't know how to express how much I love her and need her. She is my heart and soul and without her I would be a shell of what I am and would no way be able to do this. I love you Carolyn. Always and Forever.
And now, BACK TO THE FIGHT.....
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